Not so bad.....

It's cold outside, things didn't quite go my way today. But it's not so bad.

I got up did my normal routine then got online to check my email cuz I am on the lookout for one in particular and a guy who is associated with another online venture I am apart of saw me online and hit me up. I still had some time before I had to leave for school so we chatted. Long story short, he is married and wants me to be some side dish. Given all that crap that went through my head yesterday. Which I am feeling slightly better about, I gave him my thanks but no thanks and went and deleted all my relationship finder type accounts that I figured out how to delete and shut the computer down.

On my way to class I got a flat tire *yippee*. Fortunately it happened close to my destination so I parked the car and went to class. I finally got to meet the teacher of my Saturday class. Ms. Laidback. She comes off as the type that is sweet as pie, just don't **ck with her. Class ends so now it time to change the tire. I have no problem changing my tire but FOUR men walked by me and didn't even ask if I needed help. One guy even got in his car, stared at me for awhile *enough so I could feel him watching* and didn't say nothing. I am sorry but that to me isn't right. Maybe I am crazy. I would have said no thank you, but someone could have at least asked.

I get home and I got a message from a distant cousin. She called me during the week and I just forgot to call back. This is interesting cuz I don't know anything about her except that she is related. I met her after a funeral of another cousin last year and while at the house she mentioned she lived in Raleigh. This triggered dialogue and the exchange of numbers. I guess she just found my number. I called her back and no one was there.

Of course I get online to check for that email which I still haven't got and an IM pops up......it's from Redbone! He running that same old game and wanted to know why I haven't been hitting him up. Once I told him that I wasn't interested in having sex with him the convo ended, figures.

All and all today hasn't been so bad. Neither has the week. I still can't believe that I chose to cut all loose dyck even potential out my life, cept for T-lo. I didn't really want to, but something inside is telling me I need to.