Yesterday @ work I got a call that broke my heart. According to baby daddy, Pooka is conjested and coming down with a cold. When he called he said that Pooka awoke from her nap crying and requested to talk to me. So when she was given the phone all I heard was her doing that sniff sniff exhale thing. I just kept asking her my normal health questions...what hurts? need to spit up? have you made stinky? yada yada ya. She finally started answering then she burst out in a tearful and shakey voice....
"Come to dada's house mommy"
Awwwwww man! I was messed up. I could tell by her voice and what Baby daddy said she was doing that she is sick. I also know that Baby daddy is able to care for her....but not like me. I know it, Baby daddy know it, and apparently Pooka knows it! I felt so bad having to tell her that I couldn't come by and do the nuturing mother thing. I felt worse when she didn't like my response, gave Baby daddy the phone back, and got back in the bed. As bad as I wanna drive up there and take care of my baby, I gotta let Baby daddy do it. We both wanted to give him a chance to do the single parent thing, now he has it....for the moment. The more time goes on, the more I think and want her to come back before June.
In other news, Hair called me and we talked for a few hours....well more like she talked for a few hours, but that's cool cuz I don't like to talk. She is going on and on and on about the good and bad drama going on in her life then at the end she goes? So what's been up with you? I laughed and said....."I get up, I go to work, I go to school, I go home, I study, I go to bed, and inbetween time wonder the internet, period." I said it to be funny, but it's actually the truth, which makes me ill. I HAVE NO LIFE!!!!! I don't do anything. When my only get away is on a freaking computer, that is pathetic. So Hair is on a mission to get me out the house! I wonder how that will turn out.
Other than that, I saw a 3 year old todler *appearence wise* with 2 holes in each ear yesterday. The four holes had some dime sized gold hoops in them. For some reason this disturbed me greatly. The lady who looked like her momma had about six holes going up her own ears!!! Now Pooka's ears are pierced *once* so I can't say too much about the people who thought piercing this childs ear was a good idea, but seeing this cute kid all dolled up with 4 holes in her ear doesn't sit right with me!
11 comments:
awwwwwwwww we must be here *pointing @ my eyes* before I saw your page I blogged about rushing time...
aww man, that's adorable..
awwww, i wuv sick babies! wait... let me rephrase that... I love when my kiddo is sick and wants to do nothing but lay with mommy on the sofa and watch movies all day. I LOOOOOOOVE those days, selfish, I know, but what can ya do... And yes, it does suck you can't just up and run to her :-( ewww, my kid just sneezed (and wiped his nose) on my clean sweater. It's the only thing in the house that doesn't smell like cigarettes, weed, alcohol, a bar, or someone else's throw up. Time to do laundry...
You know she will be ok! If not she would be home by now!
And you know how I feel about babies with their ears peirced anyway! How can someone do that to a little girl.........(or boy)
You know she will be ok! If not she would be home by now!
And you know how I feel about babies with their ears peirced anyway! How can someone do that to a little girl.........(or boy)
If nothing else that I can get from your blog, I know that you love your child. It honestly makes me want to have some of my own.
You know your a blog addict when you have to run through your daily blogs one time before bed, no matter how tired you are *yawn*
MzA - I am not rushing time....well not trying to anyways....lol
HC - man no it's not! LOL It sucks!
Mel - ROFL! I knew what you meant! I hear @ some point our kids aren't gonna wanna be up under us no mo'! I ain't ready.....I just ain't ready!
TZ - Now what would you say if lil J was sick and under dummy's care and I said that you know she'd be okay????? Exactly! LOL
I ain't going there with the piercings! That is just overboard!
Hot spot - I know that you know all about it. Thank you sweetie! When I talked to her today her voice was all crappy from the mucus :-( but at least she wasn't crying or sad.
TDRT - I lubs my Pooka! Lawd knows I do! Gon' and get you some kids baby...after you get that new car. :-)
po child!! all them holes! she gon be crazy before kindergarten. i'm so glad the baby daddy wanted to try the single parent thing. that's hot. you're really blessed. i get sick of mentally cussing out my friends baby daddy b/c he won't try.
I feel you babygirl.
And whats wrong with spending working, sleeping, studying and spending your free time on the internet....not that I do that.....wait i do ...damn.
Who ever put all those holes in that babies head needs to punched in the face.
Jameil - it was a mess
Boss - I know you do...
Lj - and then some!
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