Yesterday I caught the lonely bug. Heaven knows that I am not ready for any type of serious relationship with anyone right now, but I was craven company again. I have local female friends but they are few. There I said it. There are less than a handful of women in my area that I can call a friend. I had more but the rest thought it was a good idea to have sexual contact with babydaddy so I deleted them out my life. But anyways, I wanted a hug from a grown man last night, no sex or nothing, just to be held like I ended up holding Pooka. Oh well, this feeling too shall pass!
Today I go get my depo shot! Yippeeee! That is one appointment I try to always keep. Not that I am active right now, but still. It's important. I would have forgot if I didn't clean out my purse looking for my car keys and the appt. card didn't fly out! LOL Maybe that's why I am wanting some attention....my depo is running out my system....*shrug*
Pooka and I got up extremely early this morning and was just plinking around. I actually emailed some folks. Don't remember everything I typed but I know I sent some. I hope I don't crash later.
I am going to make another attempt at going to class today, I hope the professor shows up!
4 comments:
you're right. and this too, shall pass. until then, do you.
Amen 4everjennaynay..I feel the same way I'm gonna do me till someone else comes along lol but I feel ya girl sometimes you just want someone to depend on other than family and good female friends
I hear yah nay, it was just crappy knowing I don't have that man to call when I need attention or even that girlfriend to come cut up with cuz they are bunned up with her significant other. I'll continue to do me like you said...it just gets boring sometimes....
Honey at least you got Nurse Dude *right now* he ain't saying all the right things right now...but he is there.....
the REST tried to get at baby daddy? oh hell no. how many was that? i don't have that ANY actual friends here. the closest is this one coworker. that's it. there's a girl i go out with. then there's this girl who's a friend of a different coworker who's offered to go shopping with me. so we'll see. sigh. i didn't think it'd be 9 months w/no friends but oh well!
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