I didn't ask for this

The same person who was bout to get popped last week was bout to get popped yesterday...by me!

I did some work that ended up on her desk.
She told me I was wrong.
I explained to that person why I was right.
She went higher on the food chain with 1/2 the story.
She came back and told me the higher up said I was wrong.
I went to that same higher up with the whole story.
The higher changed views.
I let that person know that what I did was okay.
She went even higher on the food chain.
Came back to tell me I was wrong.

Now I don't like being wrong, but if I am I can accept it, change the mistake and keep it moving. But when I am right and I know I am right I will put some work into it. I could take it to the BIG dog, but it really not all that serious. I think the problem lies in that she wanted my position. The position that I didn't ask for, the position I did not have no interest in, the position that one of the BIG dogs called me personally and asked me to apply for. Yeah she wanted and applied for it so she could change all the rules around. I have changed some minor things, but our system works fine...if it ain't broke don't fix it right? Anyways it just really bothered me that she is trying to put me out there with the upper food chain as being wrong, especially if I am right. So after she came in my office to tell me I was wrong again. I just threw up my hands and said whatever. That "f it" mode kicked in and I am glad it did. I mean how you gonna come to me the first time and be like well so and so said your wrong, then I go to that same so and so with the whole deal, they change their say and bring it back to you and now that so and so's say isn't enough so you go higher....over some PETTY STUFF????? I mean in small matters like this I am the one who supposed to have the last say title wise (I don't try to push my title down no one's throat) so what's up?

Then after that we got a new person in. As one of the supervisors was giving the new person the tour and meeting the staff they got to me. His intro of me was.....

"And here's ladynay, our lead such and such retired a few months ago and she's who we got to take her place"

WTbleep? Why couldn't you just say "And here's ladynay, our lead such and such" and move on? I didn't ask for this, but now that I got it, can someone respect my gansta? Sheesh!

I was looking for other employment opportunities yesterday evening. I need to because of the events of today, my job burnout (I like my coworkers and my job is easy, but it's so monotonous) and because I need to start working in a medical environment to start up the experience side of my chosen career path. I was reviewing the application for the graduate school I want to attend and I have to have a letter of recommendation from an active physical therapist whose worked with me! Ugh! There is no way without lying that I can get that working where I do! I think most of the staff knows once I get my degree I am bouncing. Most of the staff don't know that about the other coworkers that are in school. They get to kept it on the low cuz they can get their degrees at night. Lucky punks! With my degree I have to take morning classes, which means taking time off work, which means I have to tell my higher ups what is going on. What they don't know is that I just may bounce before I get my degree! There is a job opening for an intake specialist at one of the local hospitals that works basically second shift. I was so tempted to apply for it but I don't have anyone to watch Pooka in the evenings. I don't want to be an intake specialist, but it would allow me to be in a setting where I could start networking and perhaps befriend a physical therapist that could I dunno...write up a letter of recommendation maybe?