I cheated on my Exercise Phys. final last night. Every test she's given has been easy. I have never studied and passed 'em with ease. But that final was CRUCIAL! Many people cheated and sad to say I was one of them. I haven't cheated on a test since grade school.
I am possessive. I realized this when the chicks were all over new dude at work yesterday. I kinda felt like he was here for me to flirt with not them. Can't explain it.
I hate my up and down self esteem. The chicks at my job are better looking than I according to societies standards. Granted God makes us all beautiful in our own right, but you know when someone looks better than you. F them chicks!
I can understand how some people could hurt their children. Not that I would ever do it, but sometimes like this morning where Pooka wants to test me, I understand how one may snap.
I don't want to go to Ladykat's Christmas party. I like the people that will be there and it's a family affair so all the kiddies will be there, but, everyone is coming in couples. Everyone but me. I don't feel like calling for a filler either.
Just because I mention that I need a vacation doesn't mean that I want to go somewhere with you. I love my aunt, I really do. But she thinks that I want her with me on my getaways. I told her I was stressed out and needed time out of NC. The first thing out her mouth was something to the tune of "where would you want US to go". I wanted to reply and say that I wanted to go somewhere without HER. But that would not have went well.
I have a friend that is involved with a married man. The wife of said husband FINALLY called her like I told her she eventually would. When I asked the associate if she was gonna cut dude off all the way this time (she's been yo-yo'n with him) she said "no, I got bills, I am just up'in the price to play on my body". All that said to confess that sometimes I wish I had the whatever it is to do something like that. I have yet to have a bill paid simply because I let a dude hit. Dude is stupid tho' my associate takes other people out to lunch with HIS money! Whatever.
Today my entire department is going to Friday's for our Christmas lunch. I don't want to go. Everyone is all in the spirit and I am just not feeling it. It would be odd for me to be the only one at work so I'm going.
I don't own any Christmas clothing. Not a hat, sweater, vest, shirt, pj's...NOTHING! I am cool with that. I did wear a red shirt today just to keep people quiet.
Yesterday I thought I was gonna get my warning for being on the net all the time. I have 4 people over me. The second highest link on the food chain has an office directly in front of mine. When it was about time to go he had his door open and called me to his office. I liked to died cuz you know what I was doing! LOL I have NEVER been called to his office so I was like dang, this isn't the warning, this is the pink slip! I grab my composure and walk in his office. Turns out he just wanted to give me tax tips! ROFL Man, don't scare me about some tax tips! He did tell me about one tax break I am eligible for that I didn't know about so it was all good.
I am pregnant!
Okay, the last one isn't true but I had to have at least one juicy confession up! LOL