that's me right now despite all the blueprints I have laid out in my mind. I try to be the best person I can be for everyone but lately I have been failing everyone. There is nothing I know of that will fix it right now. Despite my tone of voice...for friends and family with the good news. I am excited for you. For the ones with bad news, I wish your pain away, really.
The only times I feel calm or any better is when I speak to God, mommy, and Snookums. But I haven't been speaking to them very much either. *sigh*
Yesterday was a bad day for me physically and mentally. I cried while at my desk. Mostly from the physical pain I was feeling but some of it was because I felt I was in a mental limbo or something. I can't really explain it, but I left work early to drug up and go to bed.
No one really calls me outside of my mom, but soon I as I went to sleep good the phone kept ringing. Gotta love how that works.
A few of my coworkers think I am getting sick because I was freezing in my office.
I have 2 tests today. I'm not unprepared, but I am not prepared either which I don't like. I really need to do well. Both multiple choice so the all the right answers are there, it's just a matter of picking them.
I was supposed to have made an appt. with the writing studio to look over one of my papers due Monday. Until this morning I forgot and the school email system seems to be down. That's where the chick who helped me out last times email address is stored. Great.
Just when I think I'd be done with Dr. (I love making students type papers till their fingers fall off) P at the end of the semester. I learn I am going to have her next semester! I have this thing called Independent study which is basically Thesis writing 101. When I sign up for it, Dr. P says "Tell doctor so and so you're doing your independent study with me". My first thought was..."I am?" How you just gonna choose me?" What came out my mouth was "okay." Darnit!!!! I won't complain because Dr. P is my advisor, the person who will be conducting my graduation audit next year, and one of the people who gives me clearance to walk!
How about they changed the classes around this semester. For my major they swapped out Ind. Study for some Organized or organizational management something or another class! I was like ummmm nah. Dr. P said I can still take Ind. Study and she'll give me credit for the new stuff! I was about to be ill cuz that was going against my flow. I only got 6 more classes to bounce, don't be changing stuff on me at the last minute!
I have a coworker who is overly paranoid about MRSA.
I have a distant cousin who lost his house in Malibu from the fires. I never met dude but it sucks for everyone in that area. Do they really think the person or people that may have started this fire are going to speak up and confess?
There was a slug in my bathroom! How the hell it get there? I've never seen a slug in someones residence!
I am supposed to be polishing up my paper right now, not blogging.
Today is Friday. Where did the time go. I am hosting a gathering at Ladykats tomorrow after getting my hair done. I pray that I am in a more social mood by then.
Sunday is my day of homework, rest, and doing something with the kid. I didn't really interact much with her yesterday and I gotta make that up. I am just thankful that she is old enough to entertain herself in her room with her 101 things and can use the dvd player on her own.
Since my last post I have visited and/or commented on just about everyones blog. YAY!