Thursday, February 21, 2008

Few thoughts and questions...

Do I really feel like blogging?

I've become the come around/comment/blog every once and awhile blogger.

Still haven't updated myself on everyone's blog that I usually hit up.

Did I really do this everyday at one point?

I should get back to that.

I slept for 3 hours and feel just like I do when I go to bed "early"...tired

Woke up before the alarm clock went off, can't stand when I do that.

I say it all the time, but I want to leave my current job.

Caring and motivation is gone.

Burnout is an even better term.

I am going through the steps to change my situation, just wish things worked faster.

I have bills to pay, I can't just quit.

Things worth having take a bit more time and effort to get.

I spent 15 minutes staring into space figuring out if I should take today off work.

I am at work.

I'm here earlier than usual.

At one point I was here at 6:45 on the regular.

Wow.

I wonder if Snookums know how often he crosses my mind.

Maybe I should tell him.

Will Lsbnmom and her ex get back together?

I need to order a book.

Pray for the kids.

There is so much to learn about the body.

That guy who has fitness in the gym at the same time I co-teach adapted PE looks
like his hugs feel devine.

If this was a different world and wouldn't look like a weirdo, I'd ask him for a hug.

I will make it.

My fairytale thoughts for that other couple have ended after all this time.

I made some money legally on the side yesterday.

It's already spent.

I'll have my desktop up and running this weekend.

Maybe.

I get inducted into the Honors Society on Sunday 3/2.

Part of me wants to miss it, other part wants to recruit friends to come clap for me.

If some people think I am smart, why do I feel so stupid sometimes?

Intellects read journals.

Personally not into journals for recreation, only classwork.

Need to start reading the paper again.

I will sleep tonight.

Because I have so much control and say so over my life and Pooka's, sometimes I like it when someone else makes a choice for me.

I want to go home.

I wish this body malfunction/illness that only seems to really affect me at night would just do what it has to do and move on.

Did one of my best friends get his birthday card?

No matter what someone has it worse than you.

I have this thing where I have to turn in important documents in person if possible.

I always pay my rent in person.

I was at another building turning in documents and while standing in line there was a woman there in the front that only spoke Spanish. There was only one bilingual person on the other side of the desk and she was occupied with a bunch of stuff but moving fast so she could get to the lady (I assume). English speaker after English speaker were being called and finally the lady just sighed a loud sigh which said to me that she was tired of standing in line. This bothered me cuz how you gonna be in an English speaking country and lose patience when the majority of the workers only speak English? I wouldn't get mad if I was over in South America somewhere going through the same process and most of the employees spoke Spanish and could help Spanish speakers. I should have learned some functional Spanish before I took my English only speaking butt down there! How dare you sigh?

Slim Shady has created a child with the man who was beating her. He's acting like the man he was supposed to be acting like from jump, but still. If she's happy than so be it. Taking care of it medically is not an option because the last time that route was taken things did not go well. *sigh* She's slightly over a month old and has turned her back on her family that didn't take the news well. In her words "f*&% em". *sigh* Do you really expect your momma to be happy you making human with a human you had locked up for placing his hand, fist, and feet on you? I have to pray for her and her son after I do the kids.

Did I mention I want to go home?

10 comments:

Darius T. Williams said...

Ahh - I love these moments. Almost reminds me of a great Bible passage - John 15. But you'll be fine...just keep doing what you're doing and all your questions will be answered.

Ladynay said...

Darius, I want them answered NOW!!! ROFL

Freaky Deaky said...

You not feeling like blogging + not coming around = the end of days. I'm scared. So very scared. LOL Now when the lurkers stop lurking I'll be ready to take my place as the new heir and future ruler of hell. >:o) I'm going to reorganize everything when I get down there.

Congrats on getting inducted into the society! Now you get to wear the creepy robes, learn the secret handshakes, have wild, no holds barred orgies, sacrifice kittens, and a 20% discount at Home Depot ...oh wait, that's the Masons never mind. *smirk*

Bring some people from da hood to cheer you on.

Hugs, huh? Mmm hmm.

Give me your next paycheck, Ladynay and hand over the cash while wearing a leather bra & thong and crawling over to me. Feel better? I do. I'm gonna need a couple of minutes and a washcloth. Oh yeah.

Journals are try and boring. I'd rather have angry fire ants pull out my pubic hair one by one then read them. Guess I can't be an intellect now. :o(

Freaky Deaky said...

That should be dry. Thank you Chicago and goodnight.

Ladynay said...

Freaky ruling hell? Now I'm scared! LOL

Hey I have Masons in my fam! Don't be hatin'!

The more I think about it, the more I probably will just go with Pooka and call it a day.

Yeah, some people just look soft and comfy. :-)

Nasty!

Journals are not my cup of tea either.

I knew what you meant.

Newy said...

*snicker* one of those kinda days huh. Yeah...how dare she sigh. LOL

Thoughts of a Southern gal said...

I've been slacking on my blogging. I'm trying to do better.

I can't stand whem I woke up with about 30 minutes left before the alarm clock goes off.

Call Snookums. He probably thinks about you often too.

I always pay my rent in person so I can get a receipt. My friend dropped her rent off in the drop box after hours. They can't find her check.

AR Gal said...

I always wake up before the clock goes off for 3 reasons: I've got something on my mind, I'm sick, or I'm excited.

Sounds like everyone is experiencing a bit of job/blog burnout....myself included.

Congrats on your upcoming induction! Please go and invite your friends! It's a great achievement....celebrate it! :-)

deepnthought said...

I have those days myself. Now, you know, I would come and be so loud. Go ladynay its your birthday. You are getting inducted to the honor society. How awesome is that. WOOOHOOOOOO

I agree with southern.

Ladynay said...

I swore I responded more than once! ROFL

Newy! HEYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

Southern, we've got to do better. LOL

Yeahhhhhhh man! So you feel me.

He knows now *cheese*

See! That's what I am talking about. Them folks tell me my stuff must have got lost in the mail or what happened to your girlfriend and I'd have to get oooogly!

Argal, yeah that sounds about right. I can cosign that.

I'm just going with Pooka. I realy want everyone to make it to my graduation so they can skip the induction. I am not to big on pomp and circumstance anyways.

DNT, you are the bestestest (((DNT)))