Catching up

People with pieces of paper that says that they can give advice about health said I need to cut down stress and salt. Problem is I'm not much of a salt person and I am laid back.

Been doing that but still feel waves of crappiness. My life has no room for personal illness or crappy feelings.

I applied for a scholarship that pays well. It's so hard to find money for grad school that you don't have to pay back. I sent my essay off to one of my editors and the response I got back was send it as is. Didn't really like that response but whatever.

I think as life goes on I will continually get more selfish.

Pooka and I put in a full days work at the state job. I got me a lovely overdraft fee this week that was my fault so I had to make the money up so all will sit well in my mind.

Due to some training rearrangements I have not started the weekend job yet. Kinda sucks cuz I am sorta excited about meeting the people I will work with.

Pooka and I went to see the Wizard of Oz on stage awhile ago, we both loved it. I really enjoyed the special effects.

Pooka went away for a weekend and I saw 3 movies, in the theater, on the same day. Last House on the left was ight, Wolverine was good, and Knowing was much better than I expected.

I was down for a moment because if I died and Pooka was away, it would take awhile for anyone to notice I was gone.

I attempted to make contact with folks that I haven't heard from in months, nobody returned the contact. I hope you all are still living.

My birthday is coming in July. I want to go somewhere I've never been before but I don't think my money will allow it. Most likely I will be out of NC for that weekend.

Happy Belated Mothers Day!

Somebody named Deborah wants me to follow them on twitter. There are 2 problems with that. 1) Don't have an account and 2) I don't know a Deborah with that last name so if I did I wouldn't follow you anyway. Now if you are that Deborah send me an email so at least I'd know who you are. The email looked like one of those generic ones where you tell a system to find others you know using their email address and what not so apparently my hotmail address is listed with you somewhere.

I have spent 4 dollars in scratch off lottery tickets and won 12. An 8 buck profit isn't bad. I don't know if an addiction is coming but I want another scratch off.

How come after every lottery commercial they give the number to the gambling addicts hotline, or whatever you call it. The number and address is on the back of the scratch offs too.

My memory has been sucking lately. Long and short term.

3 of my baby cousins are graduating from high school. This makes me feel old.

At the state job people kind of expect me to produce a certain amount of work. When I don't people kinda trip. Which is dumb because even on my ultimate BS days I produce more work than others *smh*Last week because I was training for my weekend job during the week I only worked 5 hours and my state supervisor wanted to trip......really? I do more in 2 days than the workers who have no other responsibly do in 2 weeks and you have something to say to me? Really?

"I don't have to *insert blank*, Ladynay will do it eventually"........Really?????

"Why do I have to do it, Ladynay always does it." Riiiiiiiiiiight, boy folks are going to be in for a treat in the near future.



Nobody is worth messing with my health so I am trying to be even more stress free than I was before.

There is a Food Lion grocery store not to far from my house. Last week a woman who plays the scratch off tickets on the regular brought a 10 dollar scratch off and won 50g's. That's fantastic but I'd be darn if I spend 10 dollars for ONE ticket!

A worker at the hospital I volunteer for won 10g's off a 2 buck ticket recently. Ever since she told me I've been looking for the game she played and can't find the ticket in the places I've looked.

My strategy is to play until I net a loss. Then it's a wrap.

I had the opportunity to see Obsessed and declined. I am not really interested in watching it. Part of it is my hate for Beyonce. I don't hate her, I hate on her...yah know jealous. She is younger than me and set for life. She works hard and makes millions. I work hard and make nothing close. Yeah yeah yeah you not suppose to compare yourself to others and all that, but sometimes I get impatient to become constantly financially comfortable.

I was reading about what some of the biggest loser contestants have done to win. It's frightening!

One of the dream houses I have is less than a mile from where I live. It's great to have something to look forward to. When I finally buy my house I am having a big party. Best believe it.

If everything goes my way. I'd only have to pay or borrow about 3 thousand dollars for my first year of PT school. That would be soooooooooooooooooo great. The only thing that would be better is finding a way to get a full ride! LOL!

I need a sugar daddy that can cook nutritious meals,motivate me to workout consistently, and knows how to redecorate. I really feel like changing my place around, but my place is cozy (aka small) and there isn't many places you can put the larger pieces of furniture without it looking awkward or creating a fire hazard.

A coworker was amazed because Pooka said the word recycle. Recycle is not a big word for a 2nd grader.

School is out for Pooka on the 10th of June. I really hope she can maintain the math she does get over the summer and what she has is enough to get her to 3rd grade. Every other subject is fine so I don't think there will be a problem. I wish I had enough to keep her math tutor.

I haven't heard much about that John Conyers bill since the day phase one passed. Wonder what is going on with that.

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