It was good seeing my family. Hate that someone had to pass for it to happen, but it was good none the less. Seeing some of my cousins made me feel old. My next generation of cousins are in college now! WTF? Yeah I feel old.
I got cocked blocked last night! I'm kinda mad about it. Snookums sent me this Xrated pic and it had my mind turning since. I get home and try to call him before it's time for him to be busy handling his business and I get the voicemail. No prob. My mind is still turning and even though I knew he was occupied, I sent him some text messages letting him know some of the things I had on my mind and how I felt. So as I'm texting Pooka comes in my room and asked to sleep in my bed. Snookums is in the middle of something and texting me back when the opportunity comes, I can't physically handle things and text, so I tell her she could. Why did he call me soon after she fell asleep? Why was I mad? LOL! We managed to have a decent ummmm adult conversation with my words being watered down and unable to physically participate on my end. *sigh* Being cockblocked SUCKS!!!!!!!
This is a picture taken this weekend right outside my door. It's a frickin' HAWK!!!! Now I've seen a few hawks flying around Durham and down in the country, but never by my place. With the Canadian geese, snakes, turtles, rabbits, foxes, cranes, raccoons, possums, deer, regular squirrels and birds, cats, dogs, frogs, and insects who needs to pay money for the zoo? *sigh*
After the funeral my father's wife asked if Pooka and I could drop by to visit. They live like 2 towns over. No prob. We go visit and my father is bragging on and on about this big job in Raleigh he was supposed to have but got "postponed". He showed me these documents and just went on and on about how he is going to do this that and the other and slipped in the fact he met Thurgood Marshall....**I'll let that sink in for a sec** Little did he know his wife already told me during the summer that they were not moving to Raleigh because he didn't get the job. Just to confirm things I texted my stepmom this morning to see if the position he kept bragging on was the same position she told me he didn't get months ago. It was. She asked me if I could confirm some questions she had. I couldn't cuz I honestly didn't know. She is confused why my father says what he says and does what he does. I gave her my opinion and told her straight up that I had written my father off a long time ago and if it wasn't for her efforts I would not be talking to him at all. She replied "all I want is for us to be close. I want to love his kids as my own. I love the fact that I am a grandmother" (meaning Pooka, her kids are Pooka's age)". I want you to be able to tell me anything."
Ain't she sweet :-) To bad she's gonna learn about my father the hard way :-(