Ain't nuttin'

It's been about a week since I logged my activities and thoughts. Nothing much has happened to me or in my life to tell. I can't believe the semester is almost over. I have studied and been to class and I can only pray that this pays off. My goal is to get my doctorate in physical therapy at Duke. In order to get into the program my grades have to be superb! My acedemic advisor tells me every semester when I she her to register how hard it is to get in the program there and she asks me how my grades are looking every time without fail. At first I took it as her saying that the program is hard so I shouldn't try to get in. But now I don't beleive that is the case. I think she is just making sure I do what I need to do in order to get what I want.

As far as my personal love life goes.....LAL and I are still up in the air. I have no clue what we are doing and as far as he's told me, he don't either. T is still T and guess who had the NERVE to call me last night......that daggone Redbone! Fortunately I was either studing online for my math class or taking the test online, (which I got 100% *praise dance*) and I guess when people call me it doesn't knock me offline anymore. Yeah I still have and WANT dial up, shuddup! Of course I have not and won't return the call. Like I stated in whatever post that was awhile ago....I am 100% through with that man.

Of course I must mention that KD and WB have till Sunday, November 20th to figure out what they gonna do. KD said something last night that made me think that they either "forgot" or they think that I am not serious about the date. I was gonna address it last night but I was in too good of a mood from st8 aceing my math exam, didn't wanna spoil it. I will definitely address it tonight. I am currently debating on the best way to refresh their memory. I want to use the simplest....most basic....easily comprehendible words I can. Sure from there prospective it will be fucked up of me, but I told them October 20th @ sometime after 11pm that November 20th was my deadline and that no sad stories or messed up situations would extend that date. My word still stands. I am quite sure that will be part of my eviction reminder tonight.

I decided yesterday that I was not going to my families big Turkey Day extravaganza next week. I simply can't afford it. I won't have the money to get the tune up for my car or to rent a car till the end of the month and there is no way I can spend money Thanksgiving and Christmas! My aunt doesn't seem to understand that. When she says that she is broke, it means that she doesn't have but a few hundred dollars in her checking or maybe that she has to dip into her savings. So when I tell her I don't have the money to do both holidays she thinks that I am just saying that I don't wanna draft money from somewhere else. Before she even made the offer to pay for the rental car I told her that I don't want her money. Sure I will miss chilling with my down home fam, but it's really not that serious if I bow out of this family gathering. At least not to me.

Other than that, I need a vacation. My work is starting to be affected by my mind always being on multiple things at once no matter how I try to think and do one thing at a time. With me working with other people's money, I can't be messing up. Thank God what I have done was minor and can be corrected, but still that is unacceptable. Now on that note. I am going to work.