Friday, January 13, 2006

Is it too much to ask?

I just want to feel special....

I don't have to be your girlfriend....

I don't wanna be just a pussy....

I am not the one to play mistress....

I just want to feel special....

Hug me, kiss me, let me cry on your shoulder....

Let's laugh, let's debate, let's cuddle on the couch....

Let me learn you as you learn me....

I just want to feel special....is that too much to ask?


I really don't believe that people in my age range know how to date anymore. It's either we're fuck buddies or we're getting married. What happened to courting? Someone actually told me that it was "old school". What???? Huh?

I called baby daddy up to get him to tell me all that emotional bs even though it's prolly just as scripted as if it came out of LAL's mouth. I just needed to hear it. He wasn't really cooperating. That's so sad so daggone sad that I called him for that shit. I hate that I called.

Now I just sit here cryin' like a bitch with Boyz II Men on launchcast telling me that they are "doin' just finnnnne"

This is the part where I call LAL and he makes all the shit go away, but there is no more LAL...just me, this room, and this damn computer.......

3 comments:

SilkySmooth said...

Dont feel sad,hurt, or any of that. You are exactly right, people not even people. Us men as a whole dont know how to treat or make women feel special. Not unless their our mom, family member,or girlfriend/wife. Other women'e feelings dont matter to us, that's fucked up but its the truth. You need to find someone who's focus is your satisfaction and not his own. Because that is how I am. I get satisfaction from seeing or making a women smile,laugh,blush, or just as you put it feel special. You have to find a "MAKE A WOMEN FEEL GOOD MAN", that is when you'll find or even better yet feel that specialness your searching for. I'm sorry that you had feel the way you have, sorry that a man hasn't been considerate enough to make you feel spcial. Hope you feel better. You'll find it, its out there.

Ladynay said...

Smooth - Hey, how you doing? Glad you came by to see me! I hear what your saying.

My only request from you is that you come back every now and again to check on me. :-)

meljoy said...

I agree with you, peop[le these days do NOT know how to date. Men don't know how to court and women don't know how to keep their legs closed. Thats really what it comes down to. Dating is about getting to knwo someone, they don't care about that anymore. The girl thinks that as sis what the guys wants, and they give in up. They guy doesn't know what the fuck he is doing, because he didn't have a daddy to teach him right and now it's all gone to hell in a handbasket... IMO...

-mel