Thank God and hush!

Some versions of yahoo messenger tell you when the people on your list have a new profile, new blog entry, new stuff on their 360. Well I noticed an alert thingy by LAL's name and I looked at it. He has found the lady love of his life.

Now instead of being mad about it (cuz I am losing dyck) I got happy. So happy that I called him and wanted to send my congrats and tell him how envious I was because so many people (including myself) are searching for someone and/or something and have not come across it. I know that LAL has been wanting to be in a one on one type relationship for awhile now, and now he has met someone on his same page!

When he picks up the phone he sounds kinda down. I ask him what's up and he tells me about all this great stuff is happening and presenting itself to him, not just romantically. I am talking really good life changing things! But what threw me off is he talked of them like it was a big mess!

I gave my encouraging words and told him if I was in his position, I'd tell the world about it! Jokingly, but not jokingly I told him the only 2 things he said that kinda sucks is a small job issue and that we are not having sex anymore! This was MY call. If this woman is the lady of his life, then I am not gonna touch it anymore. I don't know her, but I can at the very least give her that much respect. That's not a bad trade for the GREAT stuff that is happening and gonna happen to him.

For some strange reason he found it strange that what I had to say came outta MY mouth! In a way, I do too. But everything I said, I truely meant!

So I guess it's just me and Mr. T-Lo now. Not that I am in want for some loving, but at least I still have ONE option left when I do! Well two if you count the novelty stuff, but for the sake of the argument, I won't. LOL! Mannnnnnnnn if I knew last week was gonna be our last physical time together. I would have pulled out the stops! HAHAHAHA Maybe if/before he gets married *yeah that word was in the conversation* I may renege and do it again *shrug* who knows! That's sounds kinda opposite of me saying I ain't touching that no more....*sigh* I dunno!

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm it leaves me the think. What would I do if most of what I wanted in different aspects of my life presented itself to me almost darn near at the same time? Wow!