St. Patty Parade and my going to Hell......

I still don't know when St. Patty's day is, but the parade in Raleigh was today. I rarely drive downtown, especially when I know streets are gonna be blocked off and what have you. So Pooka and I rode the bus to the parade. I don't miss riding the bus at all. They have a schedule but they are more often than not, not on it!

Any o' ways. We get there and we enjoy all the madness. Pooka and I are walking back towards the terminal and there is someone calling my daughters name. I go to look and it's my high school babysitter chick. Back when I was working 2 jobs this girl would keep Pooka for me. She wasn't quite old enough to get an uncle sam job, so I paid her enough so she can buy a little something something. While in the middle of the hey, how you durrin', how ya mama durrin' convo she tells me that her son was over there. My eyes followed her pointed finger to a lil baby being played with by some other teen girl. I was in complete shock!

"your baby????"

she laughs "yeah, that's my son"

shocked "has it been THAT long since you babysat for me?"

"yeah I was pregnant the very last time I babysat for you"

She was about to turn 15 or either just turned 15 then!!!! We talked more about the baby and her fam then it was time for my bus to arrive so I ended the convo. I am saddened that she done had a baby. She is too young. I know the baby will be fine because my sitter's mother is very kid friendly and wants to be every child's mother. She tried to over rule me once with Pooka and I had to shut sitters mom down! Anyways...my sitter is such a pretty and intelligent girl and it hurts my heart that she had a child. But what done is done.

Oh yeah, before the parade started, the Christians were out in full force. I am Christian so please don't read that the wrong way. But I have never got so many cards/flyers/pass outs telling me about Christ and salvation in my life! LOL One man actually sat down and started witnessing to me. He pretty much told me that I was going to hell for the things I have done in my past. So I had to update him on repenting, the cross, the salvation,b and the whole nine. Then once he figured out that I knew a lil sumtin' he tells me about how people claim to know Him but when the day comes, God's going to tell a lot of folk that He don't know them....okay yeah that's right...and then he messed up by telling me about how we have to hang out at church to get a personal relationship *by the conversation, I knew this was where I was gonna get the invite to visit whatever church he is a member of* with God. I raised my eyebrows and came back at him by basically telling him that people don't have to spend a lot of time in a church to have a personal relationship with God! We are the church, the building we call a church is a place of fellowship where we grow and learn from like minded brethren. After I finished saying what I had to say he left me alone! LOL! It just scares me that he was walking around witnessing to folk with that information he was giving. It was like he would start off right then mess it up!

I encountered a lot of interesting people, but the guy who told me I was going to hell stands out the most! I mean, if I end up in Hell it's not gonna be for the stuff I did before I started to know God that's for sure! LOL

On that note, Baby daddy will be here tomorrow and I am sure some fornication will occur! hmmmmmmmmmm premeditated sin! I will just leave that alone. LOL!