Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Couldn't sleep

*sidenote* yesterday while reading someone's power of attorney documentation, instead of me seeing the words "continuous power of attorney" I saw...cunnilingus power attorneys...I laughed so hard at myself my bosses boss who sits in the office across from me asked what was so funny, which made me laugh harder cuz I couldn't tell him! I was close to tears. I have to get tongue off the brain! N E WAYS.....

Between the dream I had of someone pulling a gun on me and the anxiousness of me having to wear a swimsuit at school today. I didn't sleep well last night.

I don't remember how the dream started but I remember I was at work on the phone trying to help someone. He asked if he could speak to 2 coworkers that don't work with me anymore. I told him I could help him. He asked me my name. I told him, then he says "yeah, your the one". He had a the really fat asthmatic thing going on. Breathing hard after every few syllables, the somehow it was dark and we were in some kind of vehicle *the conversation never stopped* and next thing I knew he pulled out a gun and put it against my chest. It felt so real when the gun touched me I woke up. Even though I never had a real gun to my chest and I knew my body was positioned sorta on my side sorta on my stomach in my bed, I slowly opened my eyes hoping someone didn't have a gun to me. I tried to go back to sleep but I kept waking up every half hour.

I hope this doesn't mean my job's gonna hurt me or I am going to get hurt on the job.

Ize back from the lab!!!!!!!

Like it was stated, it was no big deal. We go into the locker room and the other 3 girls start changing. I had my suit on under my clothes so I just waited by the door cuz I didn't know where the pool was. Then out the mouth of the chick with a runners body says...

"I wish we could wear a body shaper under I suits cuz mine don't fit right"

I could have went up and slapped her!!!!! She looked better than the 3 of us that's fa sho! Just don't tell my classmate Volley that. So for story sake there's me, Runner, Volley and Hydrophobe. The guys don't need names for this. So anyways we walk towards the pool area and I got my "f it" attitude going strong. I undraped my towel got in the water and started the lab. The fella's didn't really have time to pay attention to me and my jiggleness because Hydrophobe started acting out. She has an honest fear of water and I felt kinda bad because Dr. Crucial was being sympathetic, yet not. In order for her to get a grade for the lab she had to at the very least get in the water. So that took a minute. Then Volley had issues with getting her hair wet. Mind you she had a regular ponytail, not some salon do up! So it took a minute to get them 2 together. We did the lab then we played volleyball...well we were supposed to volley the ball back and forth as many times as we could. Volley just knew she was gonna show out cuz she plays volleyball for the school. Yeah and right! One the main points of the lab was to show us how stuff is on land is different in the water. So by luck of the draw, I of all people showed her out. I really didn't mean to, I was just following directions. Volley was trying to be cute. Wasn't none of them boys paying her no mind so it was wasted energy! Wasted!!!! So we did what we needed to go and got out. I was first out the pool, went st8 to the locker room and when I looked in the body mirror I noticed that my twists stayed twisted and that I look kinda sexy dripping wet, red eyes and all. LOL I like they way I look A LITTLE bit more than I did this morning! YAY ME! Small steps, small steps!

Oh and my classmate with the tongue is married, so his tongue will stay in my mental area only! LOL I just wish I was close enough to his wife to ask how he uses that thing! Oh my word!

I only came home to shower and eat lunch, heaven knows that I would love to take me a nap right about now! I'll be responsible and go back to work!

8 comments:

meljoy said...

Hey don't worry about it, You can't be the only one who's neverous about wearing abthing suit in school today. Just don't let your eyes wander :-)

That's a pretty scary dream. It's probably just an anxiety dream. I have those a lot, especially dreams that I am running from people all the time. But I have this problem with avoidance of emotion, and it manifests into my dreams...

Ladynay said...

I am sure I am not going to be the only one Mel! LOL I looked at myself in the mirror when I finally put the thing on and it wasn't as bad as my mind was making it. I am still no gun ho about it, but at least the suit is pretty :-) Maybe she'll let me wear a shirt? I doubt it, but I'll keep my fingers crossed.

I think you maybe right about the anxiety dream. I will look my dream up online and see what it says. It won't hurt to look.

I couldn't imagine having dreams about someone chasing me often. I would bug out!

LUVIN ME said...

That dream was scary. Hopefully everything is okay. I never understand my dreams...

The pool lab will be fine...

Ladynay said...

Luvin, most of the time I don't remember my dreams, but I sure remember the end of the one last night/this morning!

Your right, the lab will be fine, it will be over before I know it. On the inside I am okay, but my brain won't stop tripping! LOL

Freaky Deaky said...

Freaky (good) thoughts while at work and freaky (bad) dreams when you're at home. It probably is anxiety. I wish I could tell you what the dream meant offhand but I don't know.

Good luck with the lab.

No chance of getting any pictures, huh? You sure? I wouldn't be me if I didn't ask.

Ladynay said...

Some website said that it meant that I was in harm or felt that way. Or that something was going to hurt me physically or emotionally. Then it talked about the lost of power or feeling powerless. Stuff like that.

You would have had to come take your own pix Freaky! LOL

Superstar Nic said...

Cunnilingus power attorneys? LMAO...WTF?!?!?!

I have weird and scary dreams from time to time and I never really know what they mean either. I will look them up in an online dream dictionary some times though.

Ladynay said...

I have concluded it was anxiety. I hate to know what kinda dreams I will have before my swim CLASS or even worse b4 my GRE! LOL