I should be sleep right now.
I am tired enough to sleep but I can't doze off.
I thought about him all day.
I wondered if I have to sit in the front pew.
I don't wanna sit in the front pew, or any pew.
The wake is Friday at 6pm.
Funeral is Saturday at 1.
Do you dress up for wakes?
I never been to one.
I brought a nice outfit.
Kinda nice he passed right after I got paid.
That sounds mean but it wasn't intentional.
I can't stand the mall.
Lane Bryant is a joke.
Why must I wear fat girl clothes?
I am the only female who don't like to shop.
Why everything I liked in Catherine's cost $100 plus?
My taste is not that expensive.
He was an important man to me, but 3 digits for an outfit is not me at all.
I have never seen my grandmother cry.
I seen the st8 face silent tear(s) but never a real cry.
I don't think I will be able to take seeing her cry for real.
Not even when cancer took her first born.
She is without a doubt one of the strongest women I know.
They were going on 44 years.
She still called him "Baby".
It was kinda cute.
Till death do us part.
Will I find a "baby" for the long haul like she did?
She got a pedicure/manicure today.
She finally went to the spa.
Wonder if the coupons were still good.
She never went before though she needed it that why everyone brought her passes to go.
It took this for her to go?
She slept good last night.
Was sleep when I called her at 9.
She deserves to sleep long and hard.
Mommy got a pedicure too.
She thinks she's cute now.
I had to put her in her place! LOL
I was mad at first, but I am glad mommy didn't come down Saturday.
Guess God knew she needed to be home Sunday morning.
Christmas won't be the same.
The great grandchildren are wearing blue and white.
He loved him some blue and white.
He loved him some gin...and everything else.
It's not a fashion show but his immediate seed right down the line are going to walk in to show respect looking sharp!
He wouldn't have had it any other way.
I wonder what he will have on.
Blue and white I guess.
My connection just died hope nobody called.
Pooka's first day of school is today (sorta)
It's the first day of her going everyday.
Her outfit is layed out.
I could be doing that now.
I could be doing my physics lab report.
Could have done it earlier.
I got till Wednesday.
Mom and crew are coming Wednesday.
I should take W, Th and F off.
Pooka needs to be in school.
I see how I feel Tuesday night.
I should really be sleep.