I am not really feeling the school thing right now. I am not going to quit cuz I know how it is to stop then go back but I am just not into it this semester. I have homework due this morning that I had a week to complete and do you think I opened my book? I can't even use the past death in the family as an excuse because the work was given on Tuesday and he died Sunday, plenty of time to have done it b4 then.
Yesterday Aunt Diva told me to keep working hard cuz it would pay off in the end. Nurse Snooze said something very similar to me in class last night so I found it funny. Can they tell I am not really caring about this scholastic stuff right about now? Do they know that the encouraging words they speak are not exactly true? I mean, how many people right now are floating around with batchelor degree's yet working somewhere completely unrelated to what they went for or even working at all? What kind of payoff is that? Batchelor degrees now are like diploma's now! That's such a shame.
Right about now I want to quit my job and school, go down to social services and have them pay all my bills, then just lay on my couch all day watching talk shows, judge shows, and soaps all day. I have enough sense not to do it, but I reaaaaaally want to.