Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Thoughts that have crossed my mind....

He lied to me...

I should have tried to at least look like I was working today...

Tomorrow is payday...

He won't show up tomorrow...

I wonder if she read my blog? Through blog hopping I read a comment with a picture attached to it that looked familiar. Upon further investigation I verified that it was a lady I went to church with back in the day. If she has caught on to some of these folks I read, she has either read me or will soon. Too bad if she did she wouldn't know it was me. LOL

It's a small world?

Why am I trying so hard? If it's supposed to happen, then it will.

My credit card company thinks I am crazy. They upped my credit limit right before black friday? Can we spell set up?

I am not falling for it.

Wonder what my credit score is?

My right knee hurts and I don't remember injuring it.

I haven't has sex in awhile and I am not really missing it.

We're on different paths.

I really wish we could redo that night.

I have never fail at school related things.

I should be studying.

It's not sinking in.

The crying stage has passed, now I just laugh. That's not a good thing.

My chest hurts.

I don't want to die anytime soon.

Will I go to hell if I don't believe the Bible is the only factual writing about God?

After bills there won't be much play money.

I have to go cheap for the kids gifts, Pooka is priority.

Am I someone's priority?

Did I do something life changing today?

I want my bb gun back.

Sometime I wish she would stop telling people that he's gone. You can't play the sympathy card everywhere you go!

Burning more that you consume = weight loss.

How can I care so much but be so nonchalant?

I really love my apartment. When will I make that step to that big M word?

Marriages are depressing.

No, not yours. Just everyone else's.

Where has the recycling guys been? Haven't seen my "friend" in months!

Pooka needs a strong local male figure around.

Do I want him cuz I can't have him?

I really want a digital camera. I may as well buy myself one.

I told myself I would call as soon as I got home, oh well.

My tax refund is already spent and I haven't even got my w-2's yet

Life touch lost my childs school photos I assume. I want my money back.

Please God don't make it come down to me getting "ethnic" on someone.

I will put in a good days work tomorrow. I've gotten to slack.

My day is coming soon enough, why rush it?

I should really be studying for this quiz tomorrow.

Feeling like your not good or smart enough is never a good look.

28 comments:

blkbutterfly said...

wow, you were all over the place here.

i feel you on the tax refund! that money is long gone and i haven't seen a dime yet!

i haven't worked as much as i should have this week either. my mind is still on holiday. i know i'd better have myself together in time for my PR on Friday! :-)

oh, my credit score. i'm afraid to look at it. the past few months have been kinda rough and i know it's affected my score. well, i have some time to get it together.

E said...

Yeah you were all over the place...but I like how each thought led to another one that was interrelated to the last one.

Credit card companies know exactly what they're doing. Dirty bastards.

Your day is coming too...:-) I know mine is...at least that's what I tell myself everyday to make myself go to work.

meljoy said...

hehe, whats the bb gun for?

TrinaBeingTrina said...

Marriage is very depressing. I can honestly say that right now I don't know any happily married couples. But I know plenty of happy single people.

I don't miss the sex either. I welcome the break from it.

Ladynay said...

BB, I just typed them as I thought them. LOL It's sad some folks like us can't just get a nice check and just blow it all on stuff we want sometimes. Daggone responsiblities! :-( Giiiiirl I really did nothing but net surf yesterday! I felt kinda bad and didn't care all at the same time. I will try to get with it today. As long as you not to buy anything big in the near future you should be st8.

E, when I hit the publish button I thought the thoughts were more spread out and random than it turned out to be. Some actually do stand alone upon rereading it. Card companies feel like they slick, but I am going to keep using it as a last resort. I have played the just got to college credit card game and it took awhile for me to get my crap back together after losing! I ain't going that route again! LOL Your day gotta come fast so you can provide an all expenses paid trip to Hawaii for me and our 2 "friends"!

Mel, just to feel better. As a single female w/child in the house I want something more than a bat and less than a real gun. I used to have a bb gun but it magically disappeared *eyeroll*

Ladynay said...

Marriages are an interesting thing. I have never been married, but it seems like most the couples that I thought were great and had the ability to stand through the storms and rain ended in divorce. I am glad you are enjoying your "break". My thoughts are kinda like whatever right now in that regard.

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Pamalicious said...

Nothing better than a mind dump! No need to comment further....

Ladynay said...

Pam, I need to do it daily! I think that's part of the reason I like blogging. I can get it out and get feedback. Journals don't give feedback :-)

Honey-Libra said...

I'm surprised you didn't say you had to pee LOL

Sad when money you ain't got yet is spent..that's how I am with my paycheck LOL..

Don't even wanna know what my credit score is...

People will be getting gifts after Christmas LOL..most of them will be gift cards..great

I'm just ready to have a few days off for Christmas that's all I care about...

Ladynay said...

Honey, if I had to I would have put that in! Tee hee hee!

Giving gifts after Christmas is a daggone good idea! Usually only a few select folks get gifts. But this year folks w/kids are buying for Pooka and I would not feel right not getting something for their seed. I know that's not the meaning of the holiday but I'd still feel bad.

Are you going to be around the way from Christmas to New Years? I am planning to spend that week up that way and I am sure my fam won't have something for me to do EVERY day of that week.
LOL

The Sarccastik Variable Why said...

lawd jeezus...lol..what the hell did you do with your knee?

http://sarccastikisback.blogspot.com

Ladynay said...

Iono shawty! You tell me and we'd both know! LOL

Ladynay said...

Okay, why I call the school picture place and they told me they didn't print out my childs pictures!!!!! Then the lady asked if the check cleared. I told her the date and bank they took my check to (gotta come correct when handling the biz) and she was like "oh". I knew they might try and say I didn't pay for the pictures so I got my info before calling them. I was ready to fax them a copy of the check and everything! LOL

There was no need to get bout it! YAY!

Thoughts of a Southern gal said...

Sometimes instead of crying you just have to laugh!

I hate the beginning of the month...the two biggest bills are due..rent and car note

I got my first credit card in the mail last week since 1997. And I picked a fine time to get it(holiday season) I'm scared to use it b/c I know me. I'm only saving it for emergencies so I won't get caught up.

deepnthought said...

credit score whats that? LOL. I am in repair mode right now. This post was all over the place.

TTD said...

why do you want ur bb gun? i heard they really hurt...

How can I care so much but be so nonchalant? i wonder the same thing sometimes...

i hope u do well on your quiz!

Ladynay said...

Southern, credit cards are EVIL! The main reason I keep the one I have is so I can rent cars when I need to! LOL

DNT, it's good that your in repair mode now before you want to make a nice purchase.

TTD, mainly protection. It's only me and Pooka in my place and if someone is there that's not supposed to be unless they up on me they not gonna know my guns not real. Being shot by a bb gun stings more than hurts. My neighbors brother thought it would be funny to shoot us with his years ago. He caught me on the side of my left leg.

Lady J said...

You are expressing alot of emotions right now, but it is good to get it off of ur chest. Marriage is a beautiful thing with the right person.

Ladynay said...

I was just thinking stuff :-)

Not many people are getting married right then...lol

Ladynay said...

Blogger is bi-polar!!!!

Robert L. Mack said...

Sorry that he lied to you......Did you go crazy with the new limit on the card? LOL....

Man I got a lot of reading to do to catch up with your life....

Ladynay said...

Well hello Mr. Mack. I can make this easy...

I am young, black, single parent of a 5 year old(Pooka), blog addict, recently cut 90 percent of my hair off, bbw, blog addict, goes to school, struggling with Physics, no social life, don't like my job too much, did I mention blog addict? LOL

I usually post everyday even if it's about nothing because it's part of the addiction :-) Welcome.

That Dude Right There said...

Maybe I need to do a mind dump to get some ish off of my chest.

And you have given me an idea to get a BB gun instead of a real one. I saw one the other day that looked just like a .22 calibur. Lord knows that I don't need a real gun.

And when are you gonna switch to Blogger Beta??????????????

Freaky Deaky said...

Some of this might actually qualify as cryptic since I don't know the meaning behind them.

It's interesting trying to guess about the people, places, and things that are the cause of your thoughts.

I've never had a BB gun before what happened to yours? I do have a eyes on a couple of guns though.

Do you want to be someone's priority?

Ladynay said...

TDRT, as if your last post wasn't a dump enough. I don't know what your situation is like as far as your environment but I don't think you need a real gun either!

Iza scared of beta!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH LOL

Freaky, wasn't trying to be crytic. Just was typing what I was thinking. My BB gun magically removed itself from my place when I kicked some friends of mine out that were staying with me. I would like to be someone's priority, even if just for a day. Longer would be better but I'd take a day. I may be Pooka's priority I dunno.

Ladynay said...

Freaky, no need to figure out some of them because they are about people or situations I haven't blogged about...yet

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