I knew World Aids Day was coming but I was recently reminded it was tomorrow 12/1. It's such a coinky dink that I go to get my STD (including herpes)results tomorrow. I get paid for getting my herpes results because I took part of a research study. Even though I am pretty confident what my status for these things are since my little STD scare not too long ago, you can't help but to ask what if.....
When I read the blurb about the bible in my last post I felt I was being dishonest because a minister reads my blog. The truth is I don't believe everything that's in the good book. I have never admitted this truth to anyone even my friends and associates that don't believe what I do. It's like I know through experience that God is real. I have had some one on one encounters that personally verifies this for me. But I have problems with some areas of a book that's supposed to be the truth. Then the whole church thing bothers me. I know that it is a place for like minded people to gather, fellowship, and get fed. But sometimes it gets uncomfortable. The piano player at the church I joined works at one of the banks I deal with. Everytime I see her I silently wish in my head that some other teller becomes available first when it's my turn to be helped. On the few times I did get her she basically tells me all the new things going on at the church and that I should come back. I doubt if I will though. The last time I been me and Babydaddy were still together.So great now I feel heathenish :-(
I'll top it off with my loss of mojo. T-lo is supposed to come by tonight. He claims he is gonna turn me into a CSI addict...whatever. As sexy and talented as he is, I don't feel like having company. I don't want to lie and make up something, but I don't wanna say I don't want company either. That's basically what I told him last time. If I keep saying no he will stop calling. I do but I don't want that to happen....What's going on with me? When nobody's showing attention I want it and when I got it I don't want it anymore! Sheesh!
I have also decided that my New Years resolution starts tomorrow versus January 1. Since I whacked the hair off I figured there's no time like the present. I have already been slowly but surely getting my eating habits back up to par. I also did a little grocery shopping tonite and got my skinny girl on! A lot of the fruits and veggies were on sale. It's like rabbit heaven right now up in my fridge! LOL Starting tomorrow I am going to seriously step my body moving game up. Joy ce Me yers once said that since our bodies are mostly water we need to move our water. If your water doesn't move it becomes stagnant and nasty. So I'm getting my water moving a lot more than I have been in a long time. Can't allow myself to get nasty and stagnant! Oh no not me! Ladynay will be that hottie with mad thickness soon enough, just watch me!
Off to study.....
P.S. Please go get tested, if you've had sex since your last test please go get checked. If you never been tested, man or woman up and do the daggone thing!