This is the third day of me getting back on the grind from my vacation and I think it's gonna take me twice as long to get back to normal. My sleep schedules off and my clothes are tighter due to all that eating and lounging I did all week. I knew I was gonna gain a tad but man when I hit the scale up I was like "oh heck nah" I done gained back what I loss! This isn't uncommon for the holidays nor uncommon for me in general but wow. I already had the lifestyle change thing going on before the new year came in but now I gotta step it up even more than I have. No time for going backwards like that, holiday or not!
I hit the grocery store cuz I needed a few items and I saw caramel egg nog. Even tho' I knew that wasn't gonna help my vacation weight issues I had to try it, plus it was 50% off! Come on, lol! Let's just say if someone needs a really sweet drink darn near to the point where your face draws up, that will do it. It's really thick and rich.
Anyways, I am still adjusting to going back to work. I don't have the renewed motivation I thought I would have by having time off. I think I really am burning or burnt out. Even my coworker sees me distancing myself from my job. I am not that gun ho lets do this employee that I once was. I am way more nonchalant now. I am not in a situation where I can quit and do something else right now, nor do I want to give up when I am close to being vested. I don't know. I should just stop complaining and be thankful that I have a job that can cover my means. Some people have to do much grosser things for less money or don't have a job at all.*sigh*
I have to get it together soon because school starts up again for me next Monday. I am taking 3 classes and the work load should be easier to get through than last semester. We'll see.