I didn't get a chance to sleep much last night. Thinking about my life and this job change thing. It just blew my mind that I could be/maybe/possibly submitting my resignation letter in the next week or two. I finally figured out how I will ultimately make my choice. My schedule will be one thing starting Tuesday, something else in the beginning of July, then something else come mid August. The company willing to deal with that is where I will go. If they both agree to it then at the moment I'll probably go with the orthopaedic clinic. Only because I feel that it would better prepare me for PT school because I would do more stuff there. But like I said, whoever is willing to work with my schedule is where I will go. I'll figure out what to do if neither will allow the changes if I get to that point.
Today I'm having guest over. Part of me rather go home after Pooka's parent/teacher meeting, close the windows, turn the ringers off my phones, get in the bed and sleep my weekend away. The drop off center is open 7 days a week now so all I'd have to do was get up enough to drop Pooka off and pick her up. But I'm not. I am going to be social. I am going to be a host. I am going to work. I am going to babysit. I am going to a baseball game.
I am not going to hide under a rock the entire weekend. I won't allow myself to.