I don't have an office to go tomorrow.
Kinda don't wanna go to the hospital.
GRE is Thursday.
Wish it was passed me.
My mother's older sister died on 9/11, many years before that date became engraved in many people heads across the US.
9/11/2001 I was in the bed with my 15 day old newborn watching the towers get hit over and over and over and over on court tv.
Mommy spent the weekend with me. So did Lsbnmoms children. I enjoyed every ones company but I am glad they are gone.
A friend of mine brought a sex toy then realized she already had this particular toy. She could not take it back to the store so guess who she gave it too?
Another bullet was supposed to be the next addition to my stash but hey, a free toy is a free toy!
5 years from now I am going to be one sexy ass doctor. I have daydreams about a much more slender me walking around with my locks in a neat bun up top, some hanging in the back, and I am visiting my old state job in a fly and fitting pin stripped pant suit and killer heels.
Marlon, who is back to blogging for the moment, lost 80 pounds since January. If I would have been acting right I could have been losing with him, not gaining.
When I think about my future I get scared.
You can't do the same old thing over and over and expect something different to happen.
Me resigning is such a good thing. I know this. So why am I scared? Stepping out of the comfort zone the state provided is part of it, but sheesh!
What if I don't make it and fail?
I don't even know what other field I would go into if several attempts at PT don't work out.
It would suck.
Yeah, think positive, pray, and all that. I know I know.
I wonder what you look like in person.
I think you two are the cutest new blog couple around hand down! I NEVER saw it coming. I peeped the pic of you two together and yall are so freakin' cute! I literally went Awwwwwwwwwwwwww. Guess I should have read both of your blogs more often huh? LOL! So if this thing goes legal can I get an invite to the wedding?
I still don't believe that you two broke up! Yall were the cutest blogging couple that defied many odds IMO. Neither one of you are talking/blogging about what happened and it's probably for the best to handle it in private.....but still....DAMN! I don't want to wrap my head around it.
I love you.
And you too, just in a different way.
Hey, of course I love you too. You're family for crying out loud!
Sometimes I wonder if I should stop trying to be friends with you.
In the 8 years or so that we've known one another I think the first time I've heard you laugh THAT hard and act silly was the other day. I know I got quiet, but I just didn't know how to digest it. I honestly can't remember a time when you was in that kind of mood. It wasn't bad, not bad at all, just different than what I am used to from you. I wouldn't mind being a witness to that side of you more often.
From the outside looking in she was giving you all the signs that you were coming on a bit too strong. You still have her, just SLOW DOWN so you can keep her. I like to see my friends and associates happy.
Sometimes I wonder about your priorities. We are all grown and we run our households the way we see fit, but your choices frighten me from time to time. There will come a time when your normal support system will not be able to bail you out of that sticky situation.
Now that you've moved away I wonder if you still read my blog to check on me from time to time. I deleted the cell number I had for you cuz when I called it awhile ago it didn't do that cool ring thing that you had set up. I wish you all the best with your new endeavors and hope you bust out those great grades in school.
Mommy, I know you are allergic to computers and don't even know what a blog is and that I have one, but between you and Snookums you are my outlets to talk to about anything. I know both of you zone out on me rambling on from time to time, but that's okay. At least you all pretend to listen to me when your not! LOL! You're my mother and my friend and I love you to pieces. Now do me a favor and tell me what you want for your birthday. You know I quit my job so if you want something big I gotta start saving now! *wink* Oh yeah, I am still curious about how the thought that I needed TWO first aid kits, rubbing alcohol, shampoo, conditioner, body wash, a flashlight, batteries, and a small travel bag came to be? Just so you know, I don't put very much of anything in my hair so the shampoo and conditioner will be used on your grandbaby! LOL! Keep the body wash coming tho'!
I literally just remembered that I have a lab report due tomorrow @ 10am. Guess I should be typing it vs. blogging huh?