Today is a much better day just like I knew it would. I am back to what is considered normal for me. The emails I got were inspirational and appreciated. My father called me to ask me for my physical address Sunday. I haven't called to give it to him. I don't know if I want to give it to him AGAIN. What if this time he does take me up on my offer? It messed with me just seeing him for a few moments Sunday so do I really wanna go through that again and more? Right now I say no. But there is a part of me that says "what if he is going to try this time, for real?" Then I have to blame myself for not giving him my address. But if I do and he does what he normally does, which is nothing, it'll just lower him even more to me. Whatever, like I said, right now, I don't feel like calling him back.
Had a feeling I was going to lose my relationship with Snookums yesterday. It was the classic what I/you said not equaling what you/I heard mixed with a trust issue. Everyone knows if you don't have honesty, trust, and communication no type of relationship (not just couple type) will function very long so I had to do something. I bounced the situation off of Lsbnmom and she basically said that all I could do was wait for his response to mine and prepare for the worst. In doing that I got inpatient and called to see where we stood. We're okay. We didn't have a long and in depth convo about it like I thought we would, but I guess it happened like it was supposed to. *shrug*
Mommy sent Pooka some money to buy some videos for Valentine's Day. Pooka picked up some and I picked up 2 classic cartoon DVD's with Betty Boop, Felix, Casper, Mighty Mouse, Woody Woodpecker, Popeye, and folks of the like on them. Can't wait to watch 'em this weekend.
As far as my van goes I am blessed. I found a guy to fix my van and brought the parts for him to do so. Long story short. The system that is malfunctioning in the van is under a lifetime warranty which means I can take it to the dealership that's very close to my job and have it fixed FOR FREE! When I took it down there the guy told me about some recalls on my van that they are going to fix FOR FREE too! I love that FREE word I swear I do! LOL I am turning the van in Thursday morning and hopefully they can have it fixed before it's time for me to leave for the clinic. Between the tune up I got Sunday, the free stuff Thursday, and the oil change coming this Sunday my van will think it's a week long birthday celebration!
My state tax check deposited. Even though it wasn't a ton of money, between my paycheck and the tax check I feel like I am balling! LOL The money is spent already but it was still nice to hear the automated lady tell me how much I had in my account! :-)
Today is my cousins birthday. My cousin who's the closest thing to a blood brother I have, yeah him. He doesn't read my blog (I don't think) and his cell is currently not in service. So I can just wish him a happy birthday and hope that he has a great time doing whatever he is going to do to celebrate. Unless he's hanging with the wife, I'll put money on it that he will be smoked out and drunk with the fellas. *shm* God bless him. LOL!