I feel the need to blog.
Not feeling all happy happy joy joy as I usually do.
No great news to report.
Things aren't going my way like it usually does.
Feeling kinda ugly.
Supervisor just called me as I was typing. In August the 8hr/wkend position will be eliminated. She wants me to take the 7am-7pm shift. I told her I didn't have childcare to do that. She said she is going to make some calls cuz she reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally wanted me to work that shift. What she means is that she cant afford to lose any more staff.
I am in need of attention.
I'm feeling sensitive about my appearance.
My friend basically called me fat. I acknowledge that Ive changed over the years, I just didn't feel like being reminded of how much I changed.
I am also aware that people in my career field do not look like me. Its hard to find a black PT, its a needle in the haystack finding a black, morbidly obese one w/locs.
I am doing my part for the cause. Ive been doing the healthy thing 95% of the time, just not today.
Where is Pookas classmate that said I was pretty?
You shouldn't want positive outside confirmation of your appearance, it should come from within. As much as I know that, I still want it.
Woman come on to Snookums all the time. No guys come onto me like that. When did I lose it?
Needing to depend on anybody to conduct your financial business sucks serious ass.
Trying to pick myself up, I went to hardees for some cheese fries. I got lamp warm fries w/very little unmelted cheese on top. That pissed me off. So not the finger licking mess I was looking for.
I want to not be an adult, throw myself onto the ground, and have a temper tantrum.