Wow! One whole week since I've blogged. Can't say it's because nothings been going on.
I need to get my van inspected by my birthday this Friday or they gonna come take it. Part of me wants to say F it and let them take it.
My place is a mess and it's because I'm being lazy.
The ants are still around.
I've gained weight. I have officially reached the "I'll never allow myself to weigh XXX" mark. It was kinda depressing. Let me stop, it was more than depressing. But I can't say I didn't earn the weight cuz I've been eating like crazy then sleeping to top it off. Snookums and I decided to get right together. We both could stand to treat our bodies better than we've been doing. I hope I can stay motivated long enough.
Went to see the Dark Knight. Well worth the money. Many people are talking about Heath Ledgers role as Joker and how he needs an Oscar. I agree wholeheartedly with them and not because he is dead. He really did act the hell out of that part. The voice, the mannerisms, everything.....
Haven't really decided what I want to do for my birthday. I've been spending almost as much as I've been eating on the devils plastic and I am soooooooo scared to look at my balance at the moment. I may have to use my check next week to help get me back on track.
Babydaddy and I set up a child support without the use of the government. The first payment was supposed to hit last Friday. It didn't. I called BD and he said the money was supposed to be there. I called the bank and after one rude woman in there call center hung up on me *deep inhale, deep exhale* another male call center rep explained what happened. It's minor so we are in the process of making it right.
One of my best friends called, actually twice in a few days which is abnormal. He's not in the best of moods and not currently living in the best of situations. I wish there was more I could do to help :-(
I found and lost a physics tutor. I found her online and met with her and her engineer fiance. Very intelligent people. After the first meeting to see if they will be able to help me I felt that they could. So 2 days after our initial meeting I emailed her to set up the next appointment. I got a response that she was dealing with a family emergency and she'd keep me posted. So far I haven't heard anything and it's been a few days. Being that this is an accelerated class a few days is a LONG time, so I am not going to bother emailing her to see what's going on. I just need to get back on the study ball and do the best I can on my own. The last week or so I've been unmotivated in studying, just like everything else.
I didn't get the job at the hospital. Guess when the top dog offers you a job twice and in front of people it doesn't really mean anything :-( To say my feelings were hurt would be an understatement. I lost it to an older woman who already worked for the hospital. I chalked it up to the fact that they knew I'd be leaving if I got into PT school next year and this older woman would be working there until she got tired of working. Her potential longevity was a plus for her. *shrug* I had plans A, B, and C worked out for months. I pushed away plan B because they wanted me to start right then. I've been dragging plan C out waiting for the word from plan A. Now that plan A is officially a no go I've been aggressively pursuing plan C. Now I get the feeling I've dragged C out a bit to long.
Guess I need to explain this better...
A is the hospital. B is the private clinic I volunteered for. C is the private clinic down the street from my home. While waiting for an official word from the hospital I emailed C. C got back to me immediately wanting to set up an interview. I dragged out responding to him because I didn't wanna waste his time if I was going to be starting the hospital soon. I laid out my schedule for him and asked if he had something for me. Few days later he said yes and that another branch in a city or 2 over also may be hiring and that if I wanted he'd pass my info. I don't wanna work in that city but my options are few at the moment so I told him that I'd basically prefer the location down the street from me but to send my resume to whomever is hiring. I wait a few days and email the guy and ask what my next step is. He emailed me back asking if I still wanted an interview. I said HELL YEAH! *all this emailing back and forth was in professional language btw*So far he has not responded. He is normally on the ball with emailing me back so I am worried.
It will all work out the way it's supposed to but I hate that my life is uncertain at the moment.
P.S. I am still doing the ask questions thing and plan to respond to my questions Monday. Thanks again for the emailed and commented questions :-) There is still time to ask more if you think of some. *wink*